From Our Readers -
( a little something i wrote about
me; my life. )
SOS (Seeker of Spirit) + Soul Food
Pre- consciousness / pre- awareness / pre- knowing; my being was seeking.
Seeking satisfaction, seeking wealth, seeking love, seeking gratification
- - - seeking all that would make me feel good in my world.
Then i experienced more; i saw it all ( or so i thought. ) As i always
suspected / sensed / felt / knew, there was more to it than what i had
And then the journey truly began. Was i Christ? Was i Buddha?
i was special? i was gifted? i was an advanced soul? i was elite?
But no, not all predictions, thoughts, intuitions came true. Not all
decisions were right. What? i really couldnt make things happen. What?
really didnt know what some were thinking / feeling, at least not all
So, i read. Many teachers, masters, gurus. Many who had experienced what
i had or something like it. And i went to conferences. Many speakers and
participants who were like me - but werent- not exactly.
Frustrating yet Fun.
When asked what do i do - i reply: "... Im working on myself or
No real ecstasy nor agony. Well, some times ecstasy, "great," but
this the path of Jesus? And yes, sometimes agony, "wow," this cant
to a Buddha.
A Light ( not the light.)
Maybe, just maybe, Im not an answer. Maybe, just maybe Im not
Maybe, just maybe, there is not necessarily one result, one finding, one
over riding knowing. Perhaps it is in the seeking.
Is we are or are we is (what?)
Perhaps, i am no more or no less than me. Perhaps no one now or ever was
more or less than them. Perhaps the / a Christ was unique. Perhaps the / a
Buddha was unique. Perhaps Ram Dass is unique. Perhaps Rinpoche Lama
Tarchin is unique. Perhaps we are all unique.
And / If So.
Then i should try, must try, am here to try to be the best i can be.
Not necessarily more - not necessarily less. Not to be Christ like
necessarily, nor to be like Gandhi, Mother Theresa or Michael Jordan
Then, what do i seek?
Myself. i seek my soul. i seek to reside in my soul. i seek to be my soul.
My soul is my sustenance ( my soul food - aha. ) This from a Seeker of
Soul, aka an SOS !!!